I thought maybe you were different
but anybody can say anything with conviction
tell you that you are the most beautiful
the most talented poet
that your words speak to my soul
and everything you never believed in
becomes some ethereal proof.
There is not enough
water under the bridge
to forget how her lies
twisted me up
and left me vomiting up my guts
on words, on hatred
on putrid ideologies
of muses that do not exist.
I give too much benefit of the doubt
when I am not even a lawyer.
She can eat you up and spit you out
a lover,
she can see how a and b equals
her own fucked up perceptions,
the people I once loved
still love me back,
still want me,
ask to be forgiven at funeral parlors
through silent texts,
by changing how their darkness
strengthened their light.
But no need to search for you anymore,
download any app you want
you will never see my name there again,
for
someone who is toxic
someone who is a devil in disguise of an angel
is the fruit that spoils.
Change your name again
create a multitude of accounts
I am still me
one account
one love
no one can break through again.
ever,
women like you
make me lose faith in our power
and our sisterhood.
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Well done, it’s been a while since I visited.
thank you so much, love your visits
Such a powerhouse of words! This was fantastic…
thanks so much Christine xx glad you felt it, i suppose everyone goes through heartaches, lol
My pleasure Lovely. xx Yes they do. This really resonated with me.
Still so much beauty even inside of a powerhouse of wrath. ❤
true, i guess, thanks Eric xxx
Welcome Poetess. Xxxx
Classic Chrissy. Bravo.
thank you, Andrew. That’s so nice! x
Very powerful. Anger dancing a waltz. 😉
thank you
thank you x
This is brave unapologetic writing that breaks down barriers and sparks feverish debates. This is orgasmic and sensual this is an ultimate state of ART.
thank you, feels like a rant, but i appreciate the comment. humbled
Xronia Polla!
Wow!! Xhrissy!!! I promise not to cross you!! I want you on my side!!!
always!
Knock me off my feet! Excellent!
merci xx
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