Vulnerable

It started off as a slow death

alone with my box of books

as I am alone with my paper and thoughts.

Rebecca read 1973 and cried

and now a complete stranger is in my poem.

What is your book about?

It’s a poetry book.

Oh.

 

It is funny to see how there are

so many people that love  poetry

but in reality

this is a farce

an assumption

for 21 books were sold

and a few underhanded

in some Greek style black market.

Oh well, this is the foundation of ancestors

somewhere inside me.

Are you Christina?

Yes, I am. 

Oh. 

 

Can you please dedicate the book

to the one that got away.

Can you please write Happy Birthday Aaron?

One k in Niki,

you learn more about yourself

through others,

you listen more when everyone talks.

 

I suppose not writing is my therapy as well

up until I cannot take how the words

block my vulnerability

annihilate my extensive research of self-publishers.

Freedom is being who you are

even when everyone thinks they know you

and you keep surprising them

with your vulnerability.

I keep it intact

and expose it

in selected poems.

 

I love to start over.

I thought it killed me

and for a while

I drank too much

and stopped writing

but I can never stop

now.

 

Every day I am a different person.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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10 comments

  1. woodman1966 · April 11, 2016

    👏👏👏👏👏

    Liked by 1 person

  2. laurelwolfelives · April 11, 2016

    Perfect! Keep writing.

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Fat Bottom Girl · April 11, 2016

    “Freedom is being who you are

    even when everyone thinks they know you

    and you keep surprising them

    with your vulnerability.”

    Ugh, this line. Love it!!

    Liked by 2 people

  4. Dustin · April 11, 2016

    Me too! It’s very profound. Lovely, as always, Chrissy.

    Liked by 2 people

  5. The Power&The Glory · April 12, 2016

    Greek style black market loving

    Liked by 1 person

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  7. Chrissy · June 27, 2017

    Reblogged this on Christina Strigas.

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