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Sixteen

November 6, 2015

There was a time in the 80’s when I was sixteen

and Michael was my everything

while I was his nothing. And even years

later every time I’d see him he pretended

i was nothing. from nothing to something.

from something to nothing. i call him an asshole

now. even my daughter knows his name. it’s not

a fucking secret how i loved him. you probably never

get over a love. and when i left or you left or whatever

happened because it’s all a blur, for the second or third

or fourth time and i ran into you on the street and you told

me to stop my car. you always wanted me back

every time I ran you ran faster. you married me

we had kids

i had red roses and an Alfred Sung gown.

Once I met a man, it was brief, maybe twenty minutes

or so, once he told me how my beauty

marked him. another time a man wrote

a book for me, he wanted my blood

as his pen. sucked me dry out of my silence.

created some Greek fucking muse of abuse

and left me with ashes on my cheeks.

It’s true that you never forget a love.

It’s true that you love your wife.

It’s morality to want it all and smoke in the hall.

i’ve lived it. you have no idea how I live.

I’m an artist and he supports my locked up frustrations.

my midnight madness

even if he isn’t one, he loves my crazy.

But you, you get all of me

in a brown package

delivered straight to your heart

and soul.

and you open me up gently.

just be sure

to not mix me up

with your other soul mates

and i will do the same.

my eyes and hair haven’t changed much

everyone says i look the same. IMG_7644

every love

is you.

Christina Strigas

Comments:

13

  1. Eric Syrdal says:

    WWoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooWWW
    This is amazing, Christina. God I love the way you write.

    1. Chrissy says:

      thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaank yoooooooooooou Eric x have a great weekend. Your comment made me smile:)

      1. Eric Syrdal says:

        That’s the best thing that can happen with a comment. Love you Poetess! You’re amazing.

        1. Chrissy says:

          sending you love right back my friend. Later x

  2. Heartafire says:

    yeah, this is beautiful!

    1. Chrissy says:

      aww thank you for telling me, i didn’t feel that beautiful writing it

    1. Chrissy says:

      Thank you for coming by and reading appreciate that.

  3. Nitin says:

    haha..it made me laugh at some points.. like when you said even your daughter knows 😛 .. very nice and well written… 🙂

  4. Raw and beautiful, just like you ❤️

    1. Chrissy says:

      love you my friend because you see right through me. xx

  5. Souldiergirl says:

    Incredible. Stunning xxx Your perfection my Tigressxxx

    1. Chrissy says:

      🙂 x love you dg

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