Urges

I fell into his dream

did not want to wake up

are you believing everything you read again?

stop that shit

believe in nothing for a while

so drove into the city

bought vampire socks from sports stores

and white boots on St-Laurent

from a cute Parisian

twice his age and twice the addiction

everything is a message in the air

around me

straying and trespassing

into those brief moments

we shared

help me through

the long day

the snowstorm residue

lack of sunshine on my soul

press your lips up against mine

I will write you a romantic love poem

about how much of a beast I could be

instead of a beauty

block my love from your ego

my hair always hangs down

and when it doesn’t

that’s when you should worry

or never think of me at all

better off

ignoring my rants

poetry

books

you’re more of a pleasure seeker

more of a traveler into dark passages

I will lay on the grass

alone

staring at the sky right above Montreal

as if

a sky needs a name

or a poem

needs a title.

As if

you could ever understand me.

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8 comments

  1. Rose Red · March 16, 2015

    Loved this. Lots of thoughts, many I could relate too. I also like your choice of music.

    Liked by 1 person

    • Chrissy · March 16, 2015

      thanks Rose, love Lenny and my thoughts well, they’re all over the place most of the time and settling them into poetry is an urge that I can’t stop

      Liked by 1 person

  2. megdekorne · March 16, 2015

    ” everything is a message in the air ” …love this ! Xxxmeg

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Chrissy · July 17, 2015

    Reblogged this on Christina Strigas and commented:

    staring at the sky again

    Like

  4. Pingback: Urges – Christina Strigas

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